THANK YOU -----------------THANK YOU

OMG!!1

Today at around 2 pm, I turned in my thesis and got a receipt. This receipt means I am done -NOW you all know how tough this has been for me. one of THE most challenging thing i have ever done. i finished. i am done. I am done. OH MY GOD.. I am done.. NOT sure if I still believe it .. Like Rich said, I may get a phone call tomorrow telling me that I missed a S in Food or that I am missing some class.--but the thesis IS done.. I got a receipt to prove it.. .. OH MY GOD. I have waited for this so long.. about seven years. i am done. I am done ... I am done. I am done. I am done. NOW I can really get excited about my trip.. oh yes. I am leaving the country Saturday.. Oh have I done anything about it? NO.. I am ready to go to my spin class and take my housemate to have ice cream. I will deal with the trip tomorrow. NOW I am done. WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEE
Thank you all of you wonderful family and friends. You have all been amazing.. so supportive and loving through all of it.
It is going to be an amazing, amazing summer
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I HATE My life

I hate my life right now. Between this fucking thesis and my crazy schedule and my insane boss who is driving me up the wall and I am about to have a nervous breakdown. It is hard to believe that I am leaving the country in four days.. and have HAD no chance to enjoy the participation of it all. I feel like I am losing it and I dont know if I can survive this. I just want to scream--
so i am screaming WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwww

Is there life after fiber?

OH GOD.. If I never see this stupid thing again.. it will be too soon. TWO more weeks of this hell-- am I going to survive?? I dont know.. It will be very close.

If I die, overseas, or before I get there.. Please please bury me with it.. even if it is not finished.
you all should know what I am talking about
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

things that i dream about...

too busy ,with life to blog.. although all are great things.. if all goes well, in about four weeks, i will be on my way to Dubai, Jordan and Syria.. this is so extremely exciting that if I think about it I wont be able to do all that i need to do... and I have a lot to do.. one is to finish this f*&* thesis.. you know I hate to cuss on this related PG blog so please forgive me if you are nice wonderful person that you are but it is been hell and I am so close .. yet so far away from this thing. and work is crazy with my solid booked schedule and teaching classes. CRAZY.
So here are things i dream about that makes me survive my insane life
Can you guess where these places are?? HINT== I will be there very soon ... but which is where

the love of my life

Ok. so I been bragging about my niece for a long time but I just cant get over this. I was on FB few minutes ago and looking at the photos that she has taken.. I mean COME on.. not only is she beautiful and she is funny and she is so DAMN smart, but so creative.. she just makes me proud to be her aunt.. where does one get all this talent? not from my side of the family that is for sure. God Affsie.. I am so proud of you and I LOVE LOVE LOVE you.. may mouse eat you in one big bite. ( it is a Persian expression that does not translate well )-- These photos are absolutely amazing.. and SHE took them